I drink to forget you, but I just end up calling or texting you anyway. I pick fights with you, just so you'll talk to me. I unintentionally made you HATE me. You deleted your facebook, myspace, and changed your number. I try to go on dates with other people, but I feel like I'm cheating on you. I miss you. I cried myself to sleep everynight when you were in Iraq. I tell people I want nothing to do with you, I lie. I tell people YOU call and text me, I lie. My obsession over you is unhealthy, but I continue anyway. When other guys talk to me, you come to my mind. I STILL think WE have a chance together. I get so upset over you, it makes me physically sick. I made you think I'm crazy. I have nightmares at night about you- I hate to sleep. I love you. It's been 4 months, since yesterday that we broke up. Maybe, someday.. you'll think of me. |